Assorted Thoughts

Hey all. It's been rough these past few days but I'm still here so that's got to be a good sign, right? Things with John got really ugly really fast and I'm not holding out much hope for a friendship when the dust settles. But for now I'm ok with that. Turns out he's an asshole. This is something I would have liked to have known earlier, but at least now I can see I'm better off without him. Still, it's pretty upsetting to be disappointed so severely.

Other than that I've been keeping busy (note to self - karate is REALLY good for working off pent-up rage). My last day of work is tomorrow and next week looks pretty open, so drop me a line if you've got the time. I'm trying this new thing where I don't have to depend on other people for my happiness, but there's nothing wrong with being around friends. At least they don't break up with you and give you a total cop-out for a reason...

Please excuse the rage. It's better than sadness but it's really not all that nice either. Why isn't there anything other than time to make it go away?

John broke up with me.

I saw what looked like a speed limit sign today that read MAXIMUM 3. That can't be right, surely. I don't think that's even physically possible.

Friday I leave for Victoria to visit Colleen, my old buddy. We will have good times, shopping, chatting, shopping, going to the beach, and shopping. When I return I will post the photographic evidence. That's really all I had to say today. Hope you enjoyed it.